I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU

I miss the voice I used to hear. Hearing your crazy but cool stories & above all these. I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart. 

I miss the talks we used to have. I don't care if we talk about absolutely nothing, I just want to talk to you. I miss the way we used to talk. 

I miss spending time with you.

I miss when we laughed together.

When I miss you so much, I just want to pick you from my dreams and hug you for real. I miss hugging and I miss cuddling you.

I MISS YOU

I miss you, it's like every song I listen to is about you. I listen to it over and over.

I miss you, not the 'I haven't seen you in a while' kind of miss you, but the 'I wish you were here at this very moment' kind of miss you. 

I remember everything about us. I miss that. You're the first person I want to talk to when I wake up and the last person I wish to see before I fall asleep. 

I MISS YOU

No texts, no calls. But I'm still here thinking about you like crazy. What should I do? 

I re-read and it still puts a smile on my face like it's the first time i read it.

Everytime I always see my phone light up, I always hope that it's a text message from you. But, the fact is nothing.

I have to stop thinking about you, because I know you're not even mine. Yeah, Missing someone hurts, but whats hurts even more, is knowing that your the reason that they're gone.

EVEN

I miss you but I'm trying not to care anymore. 

I miss you, but I'm better off without you. 

I love you, but I hate you. 

I want you out of my life, but I never want to let you go.

But, I WISH 

Someday, you'll miss me like I missed you. 

You'll need me like I needed you. 

You'll love me but I won't love you

Thanks God, Thanks to You

No one know about what I feels... Only God and I who knows that

Kehilangan itu memang sakit, siapa pun tidak ingin merasakan kehilangan. lebih baik kita tidak pernah bertemu banyak orang dari pada harus kehilangan satu orang. segalanya yang ada di dunia ini tidak pernah ada yang abadi.  Kalau Tuhan ingin mengambil yang kita miliki, apa yang bisa kita lakukan? Segala sesuatu yang kita alami ini sudah Tuhan rencanakan untuk kita dan pasti itu yang terbaik :)

Teman terbaikku, memintaku untuk melihat orang-orang yang ada dalam hidupku saat ini bukan saat itu. Ia juga memintaku untuk belajar bersyukur akan apa yang aku miliki saat ini bukan saat itu. *hug*

God has His reasons why people meet each other, why they share a love together, but not stay together.   God Puts people in my life for a reason, and removes them from my life for a better reason too. Maybe God wanted us to meet a few wrong people, so that when we met the right one, we would know what a gift is. God has a perfect timing for everything. I must wait on His timing.

"God doesn't give you the people you want, He give you the people you need to make you the person you were meant to be. You may not end up where you want to be, but you will end up where 'GOD' wants you to be."

"God has you exactly where He wants you. Learn to be happy where you are, and God will take you where you want to be."

"HILANG YANG BAIK AKAN HADIR YANG LEBIH BAIK, HILANG YANG LEBIH BAIK AKAN MENDAPATKAN YANG PALING BAIK"

Yupz, Breaking up with partner is like cutting unions, it only makes cry. Its Hard For Me To Act like everythings okay when I'm falling apart. From the inside out. U broke me down, you've ruined me. Taken all the light of my life and left me with nothing. Now, i have to accept the fact that some people will always stay in my heart, even if i'm already gone in theirs. If something bad happens, something good will come of it.

BUT,..

Nobody can break me, because I know who stands beside me, and that is God. 

You know what's awesome about God? 

He's always there for you, to listen to you and understand. God always has a plan for everything, even though it seems like were in the darkest part of are life. 

GOD always has something for you, a key for every problem, a light for every shadow, a relief for every sorrow & a plan for every tomorrow.

God is the best listener and i don’t need to shout, nor cry out loud. Coz he hears even the very silent prayer of a sincere heart. No matter how hard the test, He is still giving me the ANSWER

The Last, but not least He does not disappoint me, He Look at me and understand me , & He picks me up when I fall, Hold on and take my hand and guide me to the right path. I trust him & he will never leave me. Thank you God.

Sometimes, I tell myself that maybe I should just stop hoping. I'm tired of getting my hopes up for things that I know will never happen :(. what i want isn't always what i get. Ok, I have to forget what I want. But, Thanks God I believe With your hand all things are possible. 

In the end what I get is so much better than what i wanted coz you knows what the best for me. Maybe, Its hard for me to understand what you really want to happen but I trust you. I know you will give me what's best ;)

Yep, I let everything in God's hand. Coz, God handle it will help me be happy that's what I am going to do. All I can do is to be better and pray. 

I know everything happens for a reason, but sometimes i wish i knew what that reason was, even this reason hurts.  I may love the wrong person, cry for the wrong reason. But one thing is sure; mistakes help us to find the RIGHT person. Disappointments are just God's way of saying: I've got something better. And, The best way to avoid dissapointments is to not expect anything from anyone. Yeah Never put our happiness in someone else's hands.

"I don't know what God is trying to prepare me for, yet I know everything in my life is for a reason. -Beyonce #lifeisbutadream"

I wish my feelings had a delete button when I wish I could turn back time to when everything was perfect.

Thanks to the people that walked in to my life and made it better. And thanks to the ones who walked out and made it amazing. Its not the end of our story. It's the end of our part in my story. If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart , I'll stay there forever. Just because we can't be together, doesn't mean I won't love you.  Even We're not as close as we used to be, but I'm here for you if you need me. I have the best memories with you.

Everyone wants HAPPINESS, no one wants PAIN. But you can't make a RAINBOW without a little rain :)

Hargailah apa yang kita miliki

Pada suatu hari di sekolah, seorang murid bertanya pada gurunya. Ketika guru tersebut sedang mengajar mengenai kasih sayang.

Pelajar : “bu guru, bagaimana caranya buat kita memilih seseorang yang terbaik buat kita sayang ? dan bagaimana pula caranya agar kasih sayang itu bisa berkekalan ?”

Ibu Guru : “kalo begitu kamu ikut apa yang saya suruh. Kamu pergi ke padang rumput yang disana, kemudian kamu berjalan diatas rumput sambil memandangi rumput yang ada di depan kamu. Kemudian pilih yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi, walau sekali. Kemudian petik rumput yang paling cantik itu, dan bawa ke kelas.”

Kemudian pelajar tersebut kembali ke kelas, tiada sehelai rumput puan ditangannya. Gurunya bertanya, “kenapa tidak ada rumput yang kamu pilih ?”

Pelajar itupun menjawab: “tadi sewaktu saya berjalan, saya mencari rumput yang paling cantik seperti kata bu guru. Memang ada banyak yang cantik, tapi bu guru menyuruh saya tuk memilih yang paling cantik, maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sesampainya diujung padang rumput, saya pun tak menemukan lagi yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang dibelakang saya tadi yang paling cantik, tapi bu guru sudah berpesan untuk tidak menoleh ke belakang lagi, walaupun sekali. Jadi, tak ada rumput yang saya petik.”

Ibu Guru: “nah itulah jawabannya. Makanya apabila kita menemukan seseorang yang sudah kita sayangi, janganlah mencari lagi yang lebih baik dari itu. Kita patut hargai dan mensyukuri orang yang berada di hadapan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah menoleh ke belakang lagi, karena sesuatu yang telah berlalu tetaplah berlalu. Semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Dan ingatlah orang yang paling kita sayang, tulah orang yang paling cantik dan paling baik yang kita miliki. Walaupun banyak yang lebih cantik seperti rumput tadi.”

Cinta Tak Mungkin Berhenti

Gak sengaja nemuin ini lagu pas lagi browsing. liriknya bikin galau. 

Yupz, Lirik lagu ini memang indah dan kisahnya pernah dirasakan oleh banyak orang. Sangat,... sangat,... mengena di hati. True love no have happy ending coz true love never ending. 

Untung pas dengerin lagu ini gak lagi di kamar tapi lagi di kantor jadi gak habisin tisu deh karna bisa nangis aja pas dengerin ini lagu. hehehhehehhe 

Coba deh bayangin kalo pas lagi dengerin ini lagu di kamar, sendirian, lampu kamar dimatiin, yang ada mewek sejadi-jadinya dan gak bisa bayangin tuh kamar jadi tumpukan tisu. Thanks, God pas dengerin ini lagu di kantor jadi ya pura-pura biasa aja pas dengerinnya :D

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